Blog #2 9/13-9/17

It was just one of those days where I had felt totally out of it. I woke up and felt even more sick than the last couple of days. I'd been sleeping all day with the blinds closed, and lights off in my room. Dream after dream, it felt like a series of illusions. I couldn't help but toss and turn at the thought of being alone in my room all day with no one to talk to or interact with. After about fifteen minutes of watching television, i dozed of into an even deeper sleep. I woke up under water swimming with types of fish i have never even heard of before. But in my head all i was thinking was,"What am I doing here?" I couldn't wrap my mind around it but all i knew is that i was somewhere with a whole lot of water. It was getting hard for me to breathe and all I needed was air. I was stuck. There seemed like there was no way for me to get to ground level. But finally, I had managed to make it. My head was above water and I could see nothing but, blue skies and the body of water below me. At that point I had realized that i was lost. Lost at Sea.